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Monday, June 20, 2005

K-T, Cosplay, Bridge over Field

i had very weird dreams last night. I don't know why I dreamt of cosplay suddenly. The first dream that I remember was in my dream, I don't know why it is said that KAT-TUN has one girl in the group and guess who? NO, it is not Ueda! It was Jin! I didn't even notice anything amiss during the dream, even though Jin was still a guy. They were acting out a skit in my grandma's home! Junno was supposed to act as the boyfriend or something, and he was on the ground, injured. HEY, I must say, Junno looked super KAKKOI in that dream!!!!!!! kyaaa~ anyway, then Jin was supposed to cry over Junno, and then he picked Junno up, crying. Me and Sky were laughing at their acting, though I didn't know why. It was supposed to be a tv show, but then they were right in front of us. o.O

The next dream I remembered should be the cosplay one? There were a lot of dreams last night but I totally forgot them. Should've blogged just now.. i totally don't remember about Ryo.

The cosplay dream had two parts. Firstly, why was I in a Yuna costume?! That's a very common costume on cosplayers, but I was in it. -__-" I totally don't remember who was the guy beside me. We were on a treasure hunt quest or something. I remember we went to this very odd-looking shopping mall, and it was a little scary because of its oldness. If I remember correctly, then that guy beside me was Yamapi. But that was all. (see, isn't the neoprint dream much better..)

The next I was suddenly in Shinguuji Sakura' costume at a cosplay event.. Then there was this whole group of people who were dressed in individual Sakura Taisen's characters' costumes. We went into what seemed like a convention hall, and I saw Fidelia in a costume too haha! So cute~~~~ Later on I don't know why I was with that Sakura Taisen group. I don't have an impression that I saw their faces haha ^^: They said to change into the other costume but I didn't bring it, so I left the group.. Weird ne. After the event I didn't know how to go home at all. It's just like the other dream that I never posted? Ah sou desu, I tihnk I didn't post it because I was writing the Yamapi one?? And forgot about it.

I saw Fidelia outside the convention hall place later on and then she told me she also dressed as Sakura... o.O And then we all decided since we didn't know how to go home we should go home together. And the whole gang of people changed, from my friends to... OH MY GOD.. Nino. Domoto Tsuyoshi. Tsubasa. Who else was there?! Oh yes Yamapi. Tegoshi? Wait or was it Ryo? I have no impression. The only four I remembered were Nino, Tsu, Tsubasa and Yamapi. We had to cross a bridge across a field -__-" to get home. And I suddenly saw Nino's face. The bridge was very narrow and they all suddenly sat down on it. Then I was giving out albums.. And somehow in the dream that plot of field belonged to a group of people so we had to walk on the overhead bridge. Silly dream. -__-"

And then someone wrote a Chinese letter to Pi and nobody could read it because... It was all in han yu pin yin and pictures! Weird right, then how did we know it was a Chinese letter?

Horror Movie, Monkey+Tegoshi

It was scary~ I didn't enjoy my sleep last night. Maybe it's because of the stress? I dreamt of KAT-TUN performing on stage, I think it was "Never Again" or something... I saw Nakamaru and Junno the clearest. They were wearing the first outfit that they wore in Summary 2004, the red ones... Then after they sang, suddenly it appeared on stage a horror movie that in my dream I've seen that movie before. It was really scary and worstof all, I had to wake up after that dream to use the washroom, and then I didn't dare to close back my eyes! Had to ask my mum to sleep in the room with me because I was so afraid... I didn't even dare to close my eyes then. I remember in the dream there was this scary woman whom I only saw the back of, and her hair was a kind of slimy and dirty greenish, and she was doing something to the baby she was carrying. And the baby had really scary eyes and was grinning very evilly.. The eyes were like, really red and round and ewww... I really don't know how to describe it..

Ah sou desu! When Nakamaru stretched out his hand, Junno actually put his hand into Nakamaru's, and while Nakamaru was swaying as usual when he sings slower songs, he actually kissed Junno's hand... OMG MaruXJunno? Hello? Yadda yo~

I am very scared of horror stuff...

And then when I finally slept back (me and my mum moved to sleep in the living room cos the bedroom was too cold) I dreamt of a monkey visiting us again for food. Gosh, it climbed through the window! And then the weird thing is when it was leaving it actually said, "Auntie bye bye!" And that auntie referred to my mum. My mum was acting so normal, as though she didn't mind monkeys climbing into our house. -__-" Later on my dad came to the kitchen and then he saw the monkey, and actually had me and him sort of clean him with water in our palms.

But itaii~~ The monkey didn't want to keep his mouth off my finger, and it was rather painful okay... Although the monkey was small... Until dunno when the monkey suddenly disappeared and the scene changed to the entrace of some school building, and I saw TEGOSHI!!! But in the dream he was Kohei from 15sai no Blues, his drama. And the monkey was with him. Somehow in the dream I had the instinct that he was going to bring that monkey to a competition, and he was talking to the entrance guard. And then I woke up.

WHY. WHY DID THE MONKEY BITE MY FINGER? I rather it were the last time when Uchi was biting my finger PLAYFULLY instead! Yadda yo~ That Uchi one was shiawase ne... And Ryo was smiling very happily too...

Okay actually the nicest one was when I dreamt of Yamapi. ^^; The oen where we were taking neoprints and going to work at the same place... ^^

Friday, June 10, 2005

Uchi and Ryo

I was in the room where I now slept in, and I saw yo and Uchi. For some reason, Ryo wasn't frowning or anything, he seemed contented sitting on the floor. And for some odd reason Uchi bit my finger. XD Then later on I noticed Uchi had blue eyes! Hmm so I asked him if he had put on blue contact lenses. And then he let me go closer to look at the contact lenses. It looked kind of odd ne! But suddenly I noticed the tip of his hair dyed into a very dark blue. o.O THEN, I realised Ryo had blue eyes too, and he was grinning! Are these two forever doing things together or what?! Then when I looked at Ryo's contact lenses... I saw a skull sitting in my living room through those contact lenses... It kind of scared me a little.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Yamapi = Boyfriend

Firstly, I saw a cruise ship, and then I was deciding on whether I wanted to get on it, but in the end I decided on a 'yes' too. Then I didn't know why but before the ship, we had a ride on these sort of chairs which hung from the ceiling and would travel rounds and rounds... Hmm. And I saw Ueda sitting on a seat and I passed him by. He was still in his golden hair! Then the ride got faster and faster. KOWAII!

And then... it was time to get on the ship but I realised I forgot to bring money. T_T So I asked if Eewei coul pay for me first. THEN, later on I realised that I forgot to bring something on the ship, and rushed to get it, but by the time I ran back, the ship was already moving off! So I didn't go on the cruise thing... Then later on I was in a really weird stuffed-toys shop, and I saw a very very narrow door, and outside was Shuting carrying a lion plushie!

Later on... OMG the dream skipped to some point where Yamapi became my boyfriend. USO!!!! MAJIDE?! Ahh but the dream was not bad. I can't remember the parts in front, but I remembered the dream from Yamapi pulling me into a neoprint booth, and the booth was so so so small okay.. Who ever imagined a neoprint booth could be that small. Demo ne.. Ahh because in real life I don't really take a lot of neoprints, so I was at a loss for what to do, and Yamapi was constantly the one to instruct on what to do. Demooooo... We were standing so close to each other because of the small booth!! I remmebr the background of that neoprint was green... Hmm weird. And uso! I actually kissed him!

And then the dream jumped over to the next day, where I went to work in an office. We rearranged the tables first. X_X Then I was sitting down with a friend who was some sort of like my older sister. Then guess what I requested for her to do? I think I was like, very worried suddenly about how I looked, then I said, "Ahh I think I really need you to be my fashion manager!" o.O

Later on, YAMAPI came to work, and he took a seat beside me. Then he showed me the neoprints, and we were also secretly chatting during work. I don't know what happened but we were laughing at the neoprints! Then when I woke up my dad told me I was grinning very widely and laughing in my dream. Oh my god. That has got to be the second time this has happened! It's scaring me!

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Yamapi's Orange Hair

Firstly it was at night, and I and my cousin were walking alongside a bus. Pi was on that bus and the bus was moving pretty slowly at first. He just started looking at me and smiling. A super duper sweet smile!! But the odd thing was, Pi's hair was an odd orange colour. It wasn't a very bright orange, but yea, orange. It kind of reminds me of that smile of Hiro-chan is my one and only Nakai-kun dream... Pi started asking, "Kyou wa Mise ga?" This is what I heard, but you know my lousy nihon-go, I think it's wrong grammar. But of course in the dream you know what the people are saying. He was asking if I was going to Mise that day. Before I replied, the bus actually went off!

Later on, the dream skipped on to me and Sky walking home from school. NYJC, even though Sky isn't in that school. At the side gate where I usually walk home through, we bumped into Pi again, with his orange hair. It was obvious that I was a fan, but he was super duper calm, and he smiled again... X_X I don't remember what I actually said but I think I said, "Yamapi desu ka?!" etc etc... And he asked about Mise again, and this time I don't know why I actually said 'yes'. There was an awkward silence after that, and then he said, "Ja, itekimasu." And he went of into the school. Of course, he WASN'T wearing his school uniform.

Ehh... and then the dream skipped to me waiting for the teacher to come for a lecture in the lecture hall.. I think I was walking up the stairs, thinking of finding Pi to ask him if he remembered meeting me when he was on the bus, but one of my Primary school classmates suddenly caught my hand and said to find a seat to wait for the lecture to start. Then I was seating in this arrangement, with my primary school classmate behind:

Quanmin, Me, Faith, Candice, and probably Siti...

My otou-san was sitting in for the lecture too! While the teacher was lecturing, I was kind of talking to Candice, and she was wearing a earcuff that was similar to mine. And she also had this kind of punk metal earring lol!! And then when we did our handsign, I suddenly foun my figners longer...

The scary thing was, I and some of my classmates were laughing at the lecturer, for goodness knows what, and then I started laughing kind of loudly... And when I woke up to go to the washroom, my mum asked me what I was laughing about. Then I was like, "Huh?? You mean I laughed in real life too?!" That was scary.

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Hiro-chan no Egao

Last night... last night I dreamt of... HIRO-CHAN! My first CLEAR dream of him! The first I had was a letter from him, the second I just remembered him in the Bistro owner suit, and nothing more. -_-"

This time the dream started as me and Sky-chan in our school hall, that we said was a studio, (O.o) and it was grey in colour. And SMAP was performing Five Nights Classics! ^^ It was the fifth night, so it's Hiro-chan's turn to pick a song, and Sky-chan told me (in real life) that he had picked Orenji. But in my dream he didn't sing Orenji! Then I wanted to ask Sky why he wasn't singing that song, but I couldn't find her. Hiro-chan was in a black outfit, with the new hair he puts on for Five Nights Classics. KAKKOI! Umm, all of a sudden he was walking into the crowd of SMAP fans (will never happen) and still singing. And he stood near me. (Joy!) There were fans crowding round him and he was signing autographs for them. After that I just smiled at him like I were some small little kid just getting to know an oni-chan. (^.^;) And guess what?? He smiled back! Okie it was a very yasashii smile, not that kind of genki smile, so it was rather unlike him. But so kakkoi!Umm after that he just looked sometimes at me while he performed la.

That short part of a dream made me grin like am idiot when I woke up!

And there was more of the dream... But no more SMAP. Umm a little of SMAP, but just read on if you're interested. Now me and Jing Yi were walking outside the hall, and she said... err what did she say? OMG I forgot what she commented on SMAP! Ohhh she said something like, "Actually I think they should build their own studio for this show, instead of using studios with other programmes." Ehhh how come? haha. We went into a supermart after that, and Sky said to wait for her since she needed the toilet. So Jing Yi and me went to the groceries section, and I saw a pack of cooked brocoli sold for 22 cents. It was odd. Supermarts don't do this. I was so tempted to buy. In the end, when we came out of the supermart, we were worried that Sky-chan couldn't find us, and we panicked, but we found her near a lift, and she said, "Finally you two found me!"

After that, Jing Yi disappeared and Amanda came in place. Sky-chan and me were looking at the darkened sky from within the MRT station. While walking I was saying to her, "OMG Nakai smiled at me!" And after that when we were looking at the sky, she said in a haunting tone, "Once Nakai smiles and looks at you often, you will feel how much you ache when time passes..."Aiyo kowaii! Then we saw a light flying up to the moon as seconds passed, and I dunno what happened but I felt terrible. And then dementors appeared, and Sky-chan's words ringed in my ears. And they started multiplying!!! So we ran away when we saw one darting for us.

In the dream, Sky-chan behaved VERY ODDLY. Suddenly, you know what she said when she saw the MRT? "Farewell, and perchance we may meet again!" Shucks I read too much Shakespeare? But I only read Twelfth Night before! Then I was confused as to which train I should get on, when both arrived at the same time. Amanda was still STARING at the dementors! I rushed into the train, but Amanda did not, and the train closed its doors so quickly, Amanda just waved goodbye to me and went out of the MRT station....

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Troy, MIJ Outfit

I dreamt about ...I think it should be Agamemnon/Menelaus and Achilles going to the walls of Troy, and Hector was there to see them. Then they said something about peace lah, so Hector let them in. THen they got talk talk talk, also forgot what they spoke about, and then Priam offered them a bowl of drink, which he says signifies peace, and he drank it, then passed to Achilles and Menelaus/Agamemnon. (Forgot which king!) And Achilles and Agamemnon/Menelaus turned into MERRY AND PIPPIN! So silly! But suddenly I'm not sure if it were another enemy, or Agamemnon had turned the tables, but a war broke out. And I turned from a third party to BRISEIS! O_O And then Achilles was pulling my hand out from Troy, and to the camp. Thinking of it, the camp was stupidly located. Right at Troy's DOORSTEP! Literally! Trojans can just kill them easily right! But then when I looked up, the ceiling was like, covered with glass panes, like a shopping centre. So I went into Achilles' tent, and then I saw Patroclus wasn't there, then first instinct was that he was missing lar. And the Troy dream stopped there.

Second dream was about ...eeerrrrr, I was carrying this box of my favourite snack (the one with many shapes crackers, like sotong, whale, starfish shark, etc) and then suddenly I saw my Sheepo doll on the floor of behind my block downstairs! And I picked it up, being very upset that Sheepo had fallen all the way down. In the dream I was going to my Bedok grandma's house, then like dun need to take bus, I suddenly reached my grandma's house! Funny thing is, I was wearing one of SMAP's MIJ outfits. ^^;; Ummm the one which they wore while singing Original Smile. The orange top and blue pants one. Except.... Sky-chan, never hear finish my story! The range top became white colour. O_O But the pants was the same. So funny.... White colour not too nice. As in, for the shirt lah...

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Being Controlled, Shooting

Ummm before that I had a dream about bugs which woke me up, then later, I had a nightmare. At first, I was like a fourth person who was in the group of Ron, Hermione and Harry. (O_O) They were discussing something, then as though I was watching a video game, they demo-ed the few possible scenes that could happen at that time. There was Hagrid, (which reminds me of that dream where I was in Hagrid's hut and Scabbers was running around.) Dumbledore and dunno who else. Then I was back with them, and they were wondering what scene it would be this time. Then Hermione said, "If we pretend to sleep now, then we would know, right? So we pretended to sleep, and Dumbledore came in. He should know we were faking sleep, but he didn't, so it was quite weird. Then he talked to Harry, and asked him to follow him. Then Harry signalled for the rest of us to sneak out with him. And suddenly I became Harry on the Hogwarts grounds. -_-" We passed by this platform at the side of the field, and I dunno why, me as Harry, realised it was a duelling platform. Outside?! Then we reached some kind of hall, and I became myself again. There was this evil man trying to take over, but DUmbledore didn't do anything!!

I was sliding down, so I was quite scared. Then we were suddenly told to line up in one line, while the rest on the groud in lines too. I saw GILLIAN beside me, and I think HuiLing on the left. And guess what. Stupid dream. We were supposed to dance like the professional dancers were dancing opposite. Also dunno what I was doing! I was carry a knife!! Then I didn't want to follow, I wanted to escape, but they said if I tried I would be killed. It kind of feels like that A Wrinkle in Time book, where everybody had to do the same exact actions. So me, thinking somebody will save us, just followed what we were supposed to do. There was this portion where I saw the people on the ground forming the word 'awe'. (I think JX insist too much that awe is an animal. ^^;;)

After that we went to carve our names on the stone, and then I saw that Gillian and Wei Peng gave fake names. But Gillian was like, so excited and happy! I carved my name as 'ling2 er2'. But I duno why. Then we were told to walk. And I saw this guy whose forehead had a big bruise-like thing smiling, and somebody chopped a 'gao1' (high) word in chinese for him, and he looked like he was so victorious. After that we suddenly were standing on a snow mountain, and that guy was walking towards this guy and wife at the other end. Then it's like...that guy at the other end was his father. And the father said, "You've only had your forehead chopped with 'gao1' three times, you are not yet worthy for me to recognise you!" Then the son was very upset because he had done so much to come see his father. Then I heard a phoenix cry, and realised it was the father who called like a phoenix. And somebody threw chocolate to him. Funny. But you could see how dejected the son felt when he had to carry everything back down the mountain.

I think before this dream/after this dream I had another dream. But I can't remember the details. I just know that I was to shoot stuff in the sky, and then I saw Flounder from 'The Little Mermaid'. Then I was told to shoot him, but I didn't want to. But I had to. And I heard that Oboro song in the background!! And I shot him without looking. So scary. I kept crying in the dream. Dunno who else I shot...

Monday, September 27, 2004

Oni-chan

First of all, I was sitting down, going to eat my dinner, but I don't know why I have the MP3 player plugged into my ears. Then I was listening to Aoi Inazuma. Suddenly, the TV showed THIS YEAR's concert, which hasn't even started, less say about the vcd! Then Takuya was wearing this shirt which he wore in one of SMAPXSMAP's episodes, where they were acting a skit where Tsuyopon had a dream that he was the leader. Takuya's hair was that of last year, 2003. KAKOII! Goro was singing too, then his hand did the same action. I think they were singing 'Part Time Kiss'. Then all of the sudden THEY WERE IN MY HOUSE. O_O

Then Takuya was....dunno sayang me or hug me BUT IN A BROTHERLY WAY OK. So sweet!!! ^___^ Then I couldn't see Nakai there again. Always like that. Then suddenly I was performing with SMAP. Alamak! I was wearing a red shirt and red pants. Like going to the gym or what... Then the stage was very shabby, I remember, somehow reminds me of Pasar Malam!

Hmmmm then no more... So sad but the Takuya one...SHIAWASE!!! Other than the time when in the lift he asked, "Hajimete no video desu wa?" Then I just nodded my head, and he said, "Daijoubu desu. Shimpai nai."

Monday, September 13, 2004

Performance, Torture and Happiness

First dream:
I dreamt that I was attending a sort of competition with my classmates. There were the band members there, with Jing Xian in her band uniform. Then Eewei kept telling me, (and pulling me), "We're supposed to sit in register number! Go leh!" When in actual fact, everybody was standing behind or sitting randomly. She was the ONLY ONE to sit on her register number seat! It's very ironic, because I am the one who usually am worried that I sit at the wrong place...You know me, obey the rules... Then after that she got angry, so I went over to her seat, and said, "Sorry lah... Don't be angry, I'll sit at my register number seat..." Then suddenly she disappeared.

Okay umm, Sky-chan, not aimed at you, hear my explanation. Still in the first dream, after the competition, someone was singing Toilet Paper Man (by Nakai of SMAP) and then it was so amazing, everybody stood up, packed their bags so fast and left! For a moment, I heard Nakai's voice. Didn't scream lah. But it reminded me of the times when the audience went to the toilet whenever it was Nakai's turn to sing. Then there were only the few of us left there, sitting scattered. Not very few, actually... Anyway, suddenly when the crowd dispersed, the voice changed, and I saw Sky-chan singing Toilet Paper Man while sitting at the table on stage! It felt so weird, and sub-consciously I sang along. (Hope I didn't sing out in real life!) Then after that Sky-chan started walking towards me and somehow I knew that she wanted me to go up on stage to sing, so I started running out of the place, and then dunno why she caught up with me, trying to pull my hand, and I kept protesting. The mike wire very funny lor, can stretch sooooooooooooooo far into another room! Eewei suddenly appeared again and I was thinking, how come she is suddenly here again?! And she kept pulling at me and saying, "Sylvia just go and sing!!!"

Then I woke up with a painful right leg because of lack of blood circulation.


Dream 2:
This one I don't remember much, it's short but scary. Shoryu = that good-looking king in Twelve Kingdoms. Oh man, this fairy was sent to look for him/rescue him or something, then suddenly the fairy said, (to Heaven), "I know why I wasn't awarded the ten points, because I didn't understand my duty fully in helping Shoryu."

But I dunno why suddenly the scene changed, and Shoryu was being attacked and injured, and then ....eeeee he was naked. O_o;; No wait you listen first. His hair was all shaved off (MAN!) and then he was hung from the ceiling of a shed, and there was this bowl of curry that was boiling hot, and his body has blood, then they were questioning him like a prisoner of war, and when he didn't answer, they put a stick into the curry and scalded him!!! So painful!


Dream 3:
SHIAWASE....... HONTO NI SHIAWASE... Even though I didn't get to see the person in my dream. NAKAI! Finally! ONE NAKAI DREAM! I was sitting on a chair in the master bedroom, and then my dad passed me a letter, with an article attached in from tof it. Nakai. Then I flipped the page, and to the left, I saw Nakai's photo, smiling. Then to the right, it was a piece of white paper, and on it was Nakai's handwritten letter! And you know some shows, there is this background reader. The background reader was Nakai... And so funny, I could read the letter! (Or is it because Nakai was speaking?) But some parts he din say wor....

Basically, what I heard was, "...tegami, honto ni ureshi! Arigatou, minna..."
But the whole meaning I could get, I mean...like so weird... As in the whole letter I only heard that, and then the letter meaning I got was:
"I am very happy to receive the letters. Thank you, everyone! Thank you to all the Singapore overseas fans who have supported SMAP for so long..."

SHIAWASE NE!!!!!! ^^